jealousy,spite and over-emotional
i just dun understand myself.
why can i am able to pinpoint my own problems but not given the strength to solve them ?
why do i also seem to be able to hear stuff that always end up hurting me ?
why do i always able to think so fast ahead ? why just cant i be a simple boy who just want to study well and get a job when i graduate ?
and why am i feeling so jealous whenever she mention about a guy ?
why did i lie that night ?
why am i ranting about these problems even though i appear as an attention seeker ?
why am i gripping so tightly for ?
is my prediction going to happen or am i , in actual fact molding reality to my desires ?
nowadays my actions are devoid of reason and logic anymore . .
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“If loving her is so painful , why dont u give up ?”
alas maybe one day i will be able to understand it .
